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[Aug. 24th, 2007|10:30 pm] |
hiiiii
im really depressed right now.
i want to turn back time so badly because now that i'm visiting/applying to colleges i realized how badly i fucked up junior year.
i mean, i really fucked up. i didn't fail anything but ... yeah. FUCKING ALGEBRA & CHEMISTRY.
the school i'm looking at [pitt] is a REALLYY good school and i want to go so badly.
i hate being a screw-up.
UGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
my next top 3 in no partic. order [there's more after that lolz]: JMU, UD, PSU |
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[May. 29th, 2007|11:11 pm] |
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I wish I didn't care so much about what people thought. Like: I want to lose 10-13 pounds, but I know that if I do, everyone will come up and tell me [hopefully anyway!] that I look great, and then I'll be thinking "wtf how bad did I look before?" or start talking amongst themselves about how I lost weight and look so much better or that I needed to lose those pounds.
Or how about today during an exam. I needed to cough, but I didn't, because I didn't want people thinking of how annoying/distracting my coughing was.
I worry way too much about it, I know. I also turn red and blush ALL THE TIME. I wish I had more confidence ;[. |
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[Aug. 18th, 2006|10:48 pm] |
Learned how to knit tonight.
I am now officially 90 years old :)
JK. |
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